Saturday, February 27, 2010

i dont believe i can take much more...

well....this 8th month has prob been the worst month for me...I guess her other teeth are trying to come in and its bout to be the death of me...up all night and still wont sleep during the day..so when she wakes up at night i put her in the bed with me (bad mistake i know) and she goes right back to sleep..i give her orajel (which works for .5 secs) and motrin for pain but it doesnt seem to help...i am a walking zombie it seems like..so i got to work this morning and my clients canceled which makes this day and the rest of this week much worse..josh is still working out of town and is gone during the week...the hiring process from him really needs to hurry up..and when he comes home hes exhausted from workin 12 hour shifts at night so i feel bad askin or tellin him to get up with her at night...BUT OH MY GOSH I NEED SLEEP TOO!!! so...with all this i guess you can say im depressed crazy and prob bout to go INSANE! i guess it could always be worse and just when i think ive had enough she looks at me with that big ol one toofie grin and my heart melts..i guess its normal to be crazy depressed and cant take anymore cause everybody says it comes with being a mommy...but i love her more than life and i wouldnt give her up for the world! so i guess im just gonna have to live with being crazy and not making any sense when i talk or type...ugh...i just figured out how to put pictures up so im bout to do it :)
Love forever and for always,
maygan and baby turkey


1 comment:

  1. honey!! we all have our moments, there are definitely times I think I can't do it anymore, but its just then that I look at MG and realize its all worth it!! I know you know that feeling! As for the teething, try getting some teething tablets. I use Hyland's teething tablets and they work wonders for MG! Another tip I learned from Jessica is frozen washcloths, apparently it works for teething too! What my grandmother did for MG while she kept her was rub her gums with her finger until the tooth came in and it did that same day, she rubbed for a couple of minutes a couple of times throughout the day and the tooth came in! I'm sorry she is not sleeping!! And this is what blogging is for...to vent! I hope they come is soon!

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